well now that Graduation is in the near future we have to start thinking about what we are going to do and where we are going to be in the future. Which if you know how much I love change you know this is not a good topic for me. But it is reality and so the inevitable begins. While I hope that ATk will offer Justin a job after he is done with his internship it is not guaranteed so we have to plan as if they don't and think about other jobs. I have always just denied reality and thought as though we would be living here all our lives and raising our kids here, but despite my denial the possibility of NOT living here is slowly setting in........ Justin has officially applied to many jobs outside of Utah. I'm not sure what to think about it. It would be good to have to rely on each other and rely on myself. I would really miss having my Mom and Jan so close, I depend on them ALOT! I don't know how I would react or how I would handle myself if we do ever move, but the thought and the reality of it are now on my mind. I suppose I shouldn't worry too much until he gets a job offer or ATK tells him NO JOB. The 3 biggest things that worry me about moving are (1) MY KIDS how would they react not having grandparents and cousins so close, how will it affect their futures. (2) FAMILY what will I do with out Mom and Jan, would we be able to come home for holidays, and What small family memories won't we be apart of. (3) my job. Not very often do we find jobs that we enjoy or have co-workers that become our friends. I love my job, I love most of my co-workers, and I like working. If we move I won't work because I won't have Mom and Jan to Babysit.
Well Enough worrying...... I guess.... Hope all is well with everyone.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
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I am sure Cody does appreciate the fact you applied in West Virginia! If you guys move maybe we would end up somewhere by you! It would be exciting! I absolutely look forward to the adventure of getting out of Utah!
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